May 5th, 2007 by hyedayah
so i’ve spent almost four weeks of my semester break doing nothing except for being a "housewife"..hehe..routine seharian pegi pasar,jemur baju,masak,lipat baju,sapu sampah..you name it!training to be a good housewife la konon..hehe..ingat lg time skola dulu..people always asked me wut do u wanna be when u grow up?bile dh skole menengah i’m so sick n tired of telling people bout my ambition coz i’m not very sure whether i can make it but it looks like i am going to maki it though,hehe..so i just say i wanna be a "surirumah angga yg berjaya"..honestly speaking,i do want to be surirumahtangga yg berjaya..kinda weird saying that..=P though it can be quite boring but i must admit i enjoyed myself doin all those house chores..tolong mak dpt pahal kn?kn?..so for now,i’ll continue my "training" but i wouldn’t be spending too much time at home after this bcoz my girls are back!!ypu..ain n qila dh balik..!!there’s just 1 person left..i’m waiting for him to come back..miss him..balik la cpt mr.youknowwhoyouare..*-*
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April 10th, 2007 by hyedayah
its been a while..dh lame tak tulis kt blog..been busy with life..exams,problems,etc..today i’m 20years old and 2 days..hehe..can’t believe that i’m already old..huhu..there’s so many things in life i wanna do..looking back at the last 20years..there’s not much that i’ve achieved =( hoping to kick of this year with a good start but everything is pretty much the same..i’m on my beak now..what a relieve to be able to forget bout study for a while..only a while..got another 2 weeks tho’..bad things always happens to me..i can’t do my attachment programme bcoz of the stupid mistake by the management of my department!benci!!but i guess i’ll hav to be positive..at least i can njoy lebih..hehe..n finish of my uni required courses during the short sem. jeles nye dgr diorang cite psl ist day at work..huhu..=( yestedai i got a phone call saying that sumone had found my missing matric card!!yipee!!save rm50 ku..hehehe..but then i was late in returning my room key..got summon for that!!uwaaa..luckily i can appeal on that..for that i have to tella lil white lie..hehhehe..nk selamat punye pasal..havn’t told my mom yet..so anybody reading this blog who happens to know pn. rabiah,pleasa let us keep this a secret ok =)
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December 27th, 2006 by hyedayah
i’m a law student..in contracts,i learned the importance of trust n confidence..(ape la aku merapu ni…) but in terms of relationship pun trust n confidence is a must…right?am i right?but wut if u’ve lost trust n confidence towards ur partner?can ur relationship work or even last??i wonder..i ponder..but still no answer..
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November 24th, 2006 by hyedayah
OH MY GOD!just few seconds ago i realized that i’ve lost my money!!!cmne nak balik umah nih??nak bayar dgn ape??uuwaaaa…mr.tam kt bangi..huuu..panic,panic!!who should i call??ermm..qilah!!!thank god qilah is at home.luckily she wants to camo n fetch me.fuh,lega!hehehehe..how could this happen??my i.c,my phone,my pendrive are all here..there’s no hole in my pocket.huu..there goes my money.now i’m penyless..waitin for my "heroin" to come n save me..where are thou my dear friend??waitin eagerly.blabing nonsense.writting wutevea comes into my mind.mom just called.hehe.i called her ealier on out of panic.now i’ve just realize that people were staring at me when i was busy sliding my hands in n out of my pockets.hehehe.mane qilah ni.huu.silly me,how couldthis happen.i swear i never gonna put money in my picket anymore.next time i’ll bring my purse or a small bag,a pouch,a clutch,or just about anything!huu..malu pun ada.huu..ape lagi nak type??my heart is beating faster..mcm nak amik exam pun ad.huu..=( will i be saved by my dear friend aqilah??tunggu….=]
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September 19th, 2006 by hyedayah
i’ve been cheated again!!!twice by the same people..they say they want 2 protect me but *#@$! no!i didn’t wanna be protected..i wanna know the truth!why can’t they understand that??it’s not the fact that they make contact or wutsoeva but the fact that they had broken their promises and they LIED is the most hurtful thing..why can;t people just be honest n faithful??i’ve been trying soo hard to regain my trust towards them..and this is what i get??do i deserve this?? of course no!its not easy to face betrayal..especially when the person who betrays u is the person u care the most and the person u always consider as so-called-friend!!i do not know wut i did to deserve all of this..but i pray dear God..show me the right path and bring me guidance..please don’t stop showing me all the bad things people do behind my back..and those who r with me..let’s us pray together..
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September 13th, 2006 by hyedayah
I ain’t neva had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby that’s what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain’t neva had nobody do me like u)
[Now I done been with different kind of girls
Like I done seen em all but ain’t none of them at all (like u)
And I done seen the best of the best
Baby still I ain’t impressed cause ain’t none of them at all (like u)
If you know how I feel when I chill
If I’m seen with a girl then she gotta be just (like u)
And baby that’s the way I feel
And I got no choice but for me to keep it real
Cause when we first got together started hanging out you was
Skeptical at first had to figure out if
I was the kind of guy to try to dog you out but
I ain’t that kind of guy you tried to make me out
You found out when you turned into my baby
I showed them other brothers how to treat a lady
I let you drive when I ride that Mercedes
And I ain’t trippin or actin shady cause baby you kno
I ain’t neva had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby that’s what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain’t neva had nobody do me like u)
And every time I think about you (I cry)
When you ride when you call when you come I (ride)
Your love is a-mazing to me
Can’t wait til I see you (I wanna be wit you again)
And every time you’re out on the road (I make a trip)
And whenever I’m doing a show (Don’t you forget)
That I’m your (main chick)
Who got that (game chick)
One and the (same chick)
The one you can hang with
I ain’t neva had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby that’s what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain’t neva had nobody do me like u)
Okay when you hit the mall pop tags spend a few g’s (jazin?)
Hit the runway to a new season (season)
It ain’t nothin it’s you the one I care for
Feel like I ain’t doing enough that’s when I share more (share more)
I give you this give you that what you need love (love)
You know I got it holla at me if you need love (love)
And affection cause i’ll be your protection
Kinda hard job but i’ll do it to perfection
And you can tell that I ain’t tryna let you go
I get with you when I can so that’s how I let you kno
And you be trippin cause sometimes I gotta go
But you the first one I hollared to right after my shows
And I was trippin in a sense I was tense
From my body loose around you what imma do without you
I gotta get it together say whateva
Since I met you my life seems so betta
I ain’t neva had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby that’s what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain’t neva had nobody do me like u)
I ain’t neva had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby that’s what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain’t neva had nobody do me like u)
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August 13th, 2006 by hyedayah
today ntah tak tau ape yang went wrong tetiba dapat hiccups..sesedu nak besar ke sesedu tak cukup air??hmm..i wonder which one..hehe..nak jadikn cite,as i was walking towards ils class i passed by some brothers who happens to be my classmates..tgh dok lalu tu tetiba trdengar la bunyi sesedu yg termat kuat la..alamk!!!sume dengar siut..n the worst part brothers 2,3 orang tu siap gelak2..sengih2 plak..n this one brother siap cakap "akak,akak,minum air tau.." ok fine thank you "brother"..ish!n then ada petua plak tu.."akak,akak,letak tissue kt dahi..basah kn skit pakai air..".duh?!if i have water 2 drink at that time mesti la dh wat..adoi..malu la jugak tp cover2 la..hehe..wut a day..hmm..hiccups day!!!thanx for the advice but its qiute embarassing la..hihihi..pastu dh masuk class siap usha2 plak dah..adoi..couldn’t get any worse
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July 31st, 2006 by hyedayah
last saturday i had lunch with bf at jj wangsa maju..as i were sitting there and njoying my self-paid lunch..(hehehe) suddenly my bf said, “look at the gurl beside u”..so i took a look at the gurl and guess wut??it was the ever-famous gurl who sang anuar zain’s song whose video is everywhere on the internet!!!she looked just about the same in outside world..i wanna take her pic but some ketchup bottles were distracting me from doin so..rugi la plak..=( but obviously she noticed us looking and smiling at her..but she kept pretending as if nothing happens n kept on njoying her lunch wif her mom n sis..nice kid!soooo cute n she sounded the same as if in the video..hehe..wut a day =)
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July 11th, 2006 by hyedayah
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders family in crisis that only grows older
Why’d you have to go
Daughter to father, daughter to father I am broken but I am hoping Daughter to father, daughter to father I am crying, a part of me is dying and These are, these are The confessions of a broken heart
Daughter to father, daughter to father I don’t know you, but I still want to Daughter to father, daughter to father Tell me the truth, did u ever love me Cause these are, these are The confessions of a broken heart Of a broken heart
I love you I love you I love you I love you
Daughter to Father, daughter to father I don’t know you, but I still want to Daughter to father, daughter to father Tell me the truth, did you ever love me, did you ever love me these are The confessions of a broken heart
And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter…
everytime this song came out on the radio..i almost burst to tears..lindsay is so lucky to have the oppurtunity to know his father eventhough he’s been such a horrible father..i had a terrific father..but what i don’t have is the chance to get to know him better..God had taken him away from me..for which i belive due to very good reasons..i love my father very much and i’ll always will..for those who still have their father around them..cherish them like u’re never gonna see them tomorrow..i didn’t get the chance to tell him how much i love him or to say goodbye..n all i can do rite now is to send him my prayer n wish dat God would bless him..insyaallah..so this are the confessions of MY broken heart…
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June 26th, 2006 by hyedayah
OH MY GOD!!!rite now i’m totally in panic..2 weeks left..just 2 more weeks n i’m off to uni..again!i’m sooo not ready …i’ve become soo used to living at home..sleeping..eating..doin nothing..aaahhhh..wut a life!hahaha..n i still cant belive how FAT i’ve become!!!good god..i must do sumthing bout diz..dah lame nye tak tulis kt blog..well..been bz..hehehe..to my ardent blog reader..(u know who u r..rite??)so r..i’ve becoming lazier n lazier each n everyday tau!my goodness..rite now pun i’m only talking nonsense..hehe..actually tgh bengagn ni tau..ad la org tu..kate dh tak nak bkak frenster..bile check page tgk juast log in 2 weeks ago!!!huh!org tanye tak nak ngaku..does he think i’m stupid or wut??menyampah!!!!huh…!!biar la..=P
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