me..me..me..

so people say..no matter wut happens, life still goes on! yup, life does goes on but the question now is..can we lead our life just like b4..?? i wonder..i dunno ’bout how other people deal with their lost.. me myself is still struggling hard to get a good grip of my life..i dunno how to deal with loses..nobody ever told me how to.. out of approxcimately 11years of education, i’ve never ever learn how to survive loses..and i’ve realised dat no one can teach u how coz it all depends on urself!! myself..do i have the courage,the nerve,the ultimate will to venture into the path of facing the reality?? i doubt it..everytime i go back home from my uni, deep,deep in my heart i still hope dat the 1st person to greet me behind those curtain is my father..just as it was b4…but, it ain’t gonna happen..n dats the reality… does this mean i still can’t accept the truth? the truth…as a muslim i believe in fate..i do accept the fact dat my beloved father had left and shall never be back..its just dat i’m not sure whether i’ve let go…will i ever let it go?? do i need to let go?? i don’t wanna remember…neither to forget!!! so which path should i choose?? guess it will remain questionable…till i’m t.h.e.r.e…