me..me..me..

i’m bitter inside..yup!dats wut i feel…xm is just roud the corner..life is a mess!ntah bile nk insaf pu tak tau la..i’m bitter coz i’m being shadowed by GUILT..i feel guilty though i wasn’t the one who had created all this mess..but i’m such a moron..konon baik…so i feel guilty..at the same time i wonder bukan salah aku so y should i feel guilty??i’m the 1 yg patut rs angry..rs dikhainaiti..rs as if i was being stabbed fron the back..can’t trust anyone these days..all r liars!!!but still i forgive n TRY 2 forget..takpe la..they tak salah..bulls***..i hate those who do things behind my back..but still it happens to me..but then all i want is a normal life but heck!nobody can have a normal life in this world..am i guilty for missing the person that i love although he is gone??am i guilty for loving sumone who is being loved by sumone else??am i guilty for being the person that i am??don’t u all know dat it hurts me so much inside??don’t u care at all??sume mengaku diri masing2 mngsa keadaan..aku mngsa keadaan..die mangsa keadaan..KAU mngsa keadaan..so who’s to blame here??jgn jd HIPOKRIT la..u can’t really please everyone of us..not even urself!!y should we blame others when we,ourselves pun tak pernah nk reflect diri sendiri..y can’t we just accept the truth..those which r fated..TAKDIR n not to blame anyone..same sex or the opposite..i..blame myself for everything..even if i knoe it is not my fault..wanna know y??bcoz i dun want 2 be selfish..jd HIPOKRIT..if sume nk salah kn org lain then who will take the all blame??U TELL ME!!